Happiness.

I feel like as I'm getting older I'm gaining some sort of knowledge about the way life works. I feel like I'm becoming wiser.

"But, Juanita...you're only 15. Pretty sure you know nothing about being wise."

Yea ok, I know, but still, it feels like I know more now, than I ever have before. Whether it's because my life seems like it's finally working out right, or because I'm slowly going insane..who cares. I'm finally happy. I'm not looking at everything from the dark side, so to speak. I have a brand new view on the world.

In spite of all the earthquakes, tsunami's, flooding and just general global horror and destruction, I feel as if everything is going to be just fine now. I want everything to be just fine now. I really, really do. There's nothing that I want more in this world, than to find genuine happiness. If I'm being completely honest right now...I think I may have found it. Or at least a taste of it. Not that anyone actually cares, I mean I have no idea how many people will end up reading this.

My self-esteem and self-worth have never been higher. It might sound absolutely crazy but, I know now, this is what I've been feeling.
This is it.

This is pure happiness.